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  Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. (1 Corinthians 13:7)

It is one of those nights where my mind will not shut down. I seem to be talking to the moon a lot lately and praying more than ever. I sometimes think that you could possibly be talking to the moon as well. I know that this journey is a short one compared to what is to come, but I am very grateful of this experience for the lessons it has been teaching me. 15 days and I get to hear your laughter, see your smile, and feel your embrace. So proud of you.

Today at church I received a very fitting and wonderful message. The message given today at mass was about the journey you are on in life and how you have to get past your obstacles to complete this journey. Well everyone has a calling/a journey that is given to us by God and we have to be faithful in that journey. God will support us in our journey, but we have to be faithful in our pursuit of this journey. Obstacles will get in our way: misunderstandings, tough times, human weaknesses, etc. But as long as we are faithful in our journey God will be there to help and support us. 

It is just amazing that I this spoke so loudly to me today, it may have to do with my best friend being away following his own calling/journey and I am so supportive and faithful of his journey…that I believe I am starting to find my calling/journey. All I really am trying to get at is if you have the faith to follow what you believe is your calling/journey you will have help along the way and do not give up when those obstacles want to know you down because the biggest reward will come from staying faithful and believing in yourself.

It has only been 5 days and I still have 23 more days to go, but it is crazy how much I miss you. These letters make it easier and most days I wake up in a great mood, but today it is a little difficult. It is the days where I have nothing to do or nothing else to focus on that makes me miss you even more. I know you are doing great things and chasing your dream, but I wish I could hear your laughter for just a minute or see that amazing smile of yours. I know they say absence makes the heart grow fonder…well everyday and every time I speak to the big man upstairs, my affection and love grows for you as well. It just going to be one of those days where I am going to talk to the moon and hope you are talking back.  

Remember that when the people you love change, let them go and be who they are and just remember the good memories and prepare yourself for even better memories with the person god has planned for you. Realize that you are only hurting yourself by holding onto something that has already changed directions and delaying the process of meeting your real great love slash perfect match.

—My recently heartbroken best friend who has learned some great lessons and has some great words of wisdom for everyone.

"Women expect so much out of men sometimes. Like romantic comedy expectations. Sit the movies down and deal with the man in front of you…"

It is time for me to start writing a lot again. Seems to help empty the thoughts in my head and would like to think it can help others as well.

Anyways I found the above quote and instantly took an interest in it. I have seen and can even admit that I have not fully appreciated what is in front of me. I used to have these expectations that were put in my head by society and movies that cannot always play out in real life. What I have come to find is that their is beauty in flaws and mistakes because you learn a lesson from each. You cannot transform your significant other into some dream person and expect them to be happy about it. If you cannot accept the person who is right infront of you for who they are then you need to move along and let the next person come along and treat that person special and accept them for just how they are. Everyone has things they can improve on, but do not need to be completely changed into this expectation you may have. You can still have that fairytale romance and happily ever after if you appreciate what you have right infront of you and accept the person who is with you as they are.

—Noah: Well that’s what we do, we fight… You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a woman and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I’m not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you’re back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.It’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What’s it look like? If it’s with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that’s what you really wanted. But don’t you take the easy way out.

—Allie: There is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt.

—Noah: Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT?

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